My crushing produces the greatest gifts. When grapes and grain are crushed, they produce wine and bread. When I crushed My Son, that brought forth eternal life and redemption for all. When you are crushed, your false self is crushed to release your true self AND a more itimate relatiomship with Me.
I realize that God's ways are not my ways but because His intentions for me are always deeply good, He can be trusted no matter what.